MOLLY-MAE HAGUE feels she let herself down by watching Tommy Fury beat KSI – and is considering not watching future fights.
The social media influencer was a nervous wreck as her fiancé walked past YouTuber and former boxer KSI in Manchester.
But Molly-Mae admitted she didn’t see the fight herself as she stared desperately at the ground.
She said in a vlog: “I embarrassed myself a little more than anything because I was Tommy’s support system during the fight, because honestly I had my head on the ground the whole fight.
“I was physically unable to lift my chin to look at the ring and watch the fight. I don’t know what happens to me in such situations.
“When I was younger, I took part in competitive sports – I stopped all of them – because I hate that competitive feeling. I hated this environment that used to scare me. I didn’t like the feeling of being in competition with anyone.
“It’s just typical that my fiancé is a boxer and now I’ve fallen back into that lifestyle with no choice.
“I wouldn’t change it for the world because I know it makes him so happy, and I’ve been through this a few times now, but it’s just really hard for me.”
Molly-Mae stayed strong until the first bell rang when emotions took over.
She said: “I feel like I’m letting myself down somehow.
“I really wanted to be a strong support system for him on Saturday and I felt like I was just at the end until the actual fight…”
“Honestly, guys, I was a complete mess, literally. I couldn’t eat, couldn’t speak, literally felt like I was going to pass out, get sick.
“I don’t know why I’m so nervous and it wasn’t like the actual fight. I think it’s just the pressure of being his support system and being the one who really knows how he feels and knows him inside and out. I don’t know what’s going on with it, it’s just a crazy feeling.”
Fury, 24, has moved out of the £3.5million mansion he shares with Molly-Mae, also 24, and their young daughter Bambi in Chesire.
And he is now considering his options after beating social media sensations KSI, 30, and Jake Paul, 26, in the same year.
But KSI has now appealed after his loss, which proved controversial.
With a rematch still on the cards, Molly-Mae must prepare for another nerve-wracking fight night.
She said: “I’ll be honest, although it’s probably the last time I’ll ever go into a fight – I’ll say that – but it won’t be because I’m dragging myself there like I did with this one .”